Great text!! I can absolutely relate! I really worked hard to accomplish my goals this year (and one of them is reading 52 books as well!!:) but it didn’t work out 100% (for example I wanted to do sports 150 times but just accomplished 70 times so far) but I guess it is fine because overall I accomplished a lot.
As a kid I didn’t have a clear future-job preference, I just knew that I want to be really successful :) But I guess it was things like becoming a lawyer or a doctor — cliche things that your family would be proud of